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Angel v.s demonds.
Weeping Willow: death, where r u, ive tried this thing uve called life, im wat u calll an empty shell of nothing, wen is it that u will claim this shell again so that i could move on, deaths sweet kiss is wat im urning 4, his sweet touch of death is wat im waiting 2 feel, u visist me in my dreams,wen will u stop teasing me and do watur here 2do, maybe then i wont b a waste of time to those who carried me 4 nine months
Queen: i sat down last night && asked him the same thing; he said one day soon i shall grasp ur sweet smell of non existence but the more u try to escape the longer u shall stay; my response was if i can't have u one way then i shall consume u with force; we both said at the same time " nobody shall be forced to stay in a place where they are not wanted or in a body they refute to please but only shall time bless us with wat we rele want to be cause it is that in which wen u die do ur life rele begin"
Weeping Willow: and wen ur life truley begins is wen u sufer no more....its wen u fear no 1 nor fearthe tears that grace ur face the night u look at the moon and cry for his name, DEATH death, y r u so close but yet so far from taking me into ur warm arms and lead me to that promised bliss that ive heard for years.u came down 1 day and asked me y do u need me somuch. i tell u look into my eyes. c the tears that have passed threw them. u say u never need 2 fear that im not there.ill always b 2 steps behind u....
Queen: && thats when i seen him hold his head high as he said u shall not look for me no more therefore i shal blind u but i joyfully praised "y!? Y me!? Y shal u blind me from the darkness when i have never seen the light" && it was then i learned that Death could laugh cause as he turned around && faced me he smiled " young child full of darkness u werealready blind if u have not yet seen the light; i am not all evil in which i am no evil at all i come in the light everyday but it is in the dark that i live; u not kno how it feels to never touch, see, smell, or hear nothing but the oder or deathly visions" we both said as my eyes got weary " all this time i wished to be in a place where i sleep && walk the night breath nothing but pure air but at the same time endorse the fact of family && lessons hidden with in the life once lived" i all wanted u tho; but before he left me he said " all that && some but ur day has yet to come live the life that is death && stop waiting or soon u will miss all that has passed"
Weeping Willow: i ask 2 c the light that they say i have and say that is so emence that no mortal can bare 2 stand.u say, the light u have is more then i can bare. everytime u call i have 2 wear my shades. so y dont u want the life and cards uve been delt.i answer, my life is full of 2's and 3's while their hands r full of royal flushs and kings and queens thathave never seen nor heard of hard times, and never felt the pain of their "loved"1's betray them over and over and over till they've bleed until the last drop of blood has spilt on the floornever 2 be used again, never for he heart 2 feel the love nor the happieness of life, so again i ask u, y does it fall on my hands 2 play the 2's and the 3's wen u have the power 2 give a prince? death looks away and turns back at me and with his pearly whites he cracks a smile and says life is nothing but a game that all mortals must play, u on the other hand are no more mortal then i will ever be again, uve been sent down to sufer the pains of life so that ur power will never be used nor abused by those who live around u and feel ur love and energy..and i sit in confusion and ask, where am i from, who am i really, and y must i suffer these pains that only mortals should deal with, if i am no more mortal than u then why do i walk with these mortals....
Queen:i have no words to describe i just wish i wasnt alive i can't bare all of the emotions us as mortals were meant hold but without a heart how could i love? how could i love a baby, a friend, a guy, or the life with in if i departure from this living world?.. as time goes on the more people begin to join a game that they have no idea wat has to come; i shall live this life u want me to live but only shall i adjust it to fit the stylo of my interest && it is only when im ready shall i be blessed of that of a seed to wonder on to the other side; every dream i have that turns into a nightmare i manifest to my best interest because it is something i kno u will least expect; i've learned from this whole process to not rush that by the name of death but to talk freely amoungst him; y have u taken all those close to me? u sat drygs && alcohol here to tease me! i can't believe it is u that in my dreams i was seeking. the last thing he said to me was " i have taken those from u that were too good for this death of a life so i let them live; the drugs && alcohol is here for those who want to see me every now && then but at the same time drift back to reality; && i only appear in your dreams because one day u just might be that of me" then i woke up && seen a note written in blood on a paper blacker than me && it said "yes it was all a dream but in ur sleep u live the life of reality && being that ur Ora is so tempted to suppress ur memories i thought i shall leave a note for u saying to live this life u got to the fullest && dont let nobody make u unhappy
Queen: i sat down last night && asked him the same thing; he said one day soon i shall grasp ur sweet smell of non existence but the more u try to escape the longer u shall stay; my response was if i can't have u one way then i shall consume u with force; we both said at the same time " nobody shall be forced to stay in a place where they are not wanted or in a body they refute to please but only shall time bless us with wat we rele want to be cause it is that in which wen u die do ur life rele begin"
Weeping Willow: and wen ur life truley begins is wen u sufer no more....its wen u fear no 1 nor fearthe tears that grace ur face the night u look at the moon and cry for his name, DEATH death, y r u so close but yet so far from taking me into ur warm arms and lead me to that promised bliss that ive heard for years.u came down 1 day and asked me y do u need me somuch. i tell u look into my eyes. c the tears that have passed threw them. u say u never need 2 fear that im not there.ill always b 2 steps behind u....
Queen: && thats when i seen him hold his head high as he said u shall not look for me no more therefore i shal blind u but i joyfully praised "y!? Y me!? Y shal u blind me from the darkness when i have never seen the light" && it was then i learned that Death could laugh cause as he turned around && faced me he smiled " young child full of darkness u werealready blind if u have not yet seen the light; i am not all evil in which i am no evil at all i come in the light everyday but it is in the dark that i live; u not kno how it feels to never touch, see, smell, or hear nothing but the oder or deathly visions" we both said as my eyes got weary " all this time i wished to be in a place where i sleep && walk the night breath nothing but pure air but at the same time endorse the fact of family && lessons hidden with in the life once lived" i all wanted u tho; but before he left me he said " all that && some but ur day has yet to come live the life that is death && stop waiting or soon u will miss all that has passed"
Weeping Willow: i ask 2 c the light that they say i have and say that is so emence that no mortal can bare 2 stand.u say, the light u have is more then i can bare. everytime u call i have 2 wear my shades. so y dont u want the life and cards uve been delt.i answer, my life is full of 2's and 3's while their hands r full of royal flushs and kings and queens thathave never seen nor heard of hard times, and never felt the pain of their "loved"1's betray them over and over and over till they've bleed until the last drop of blood has spilt on the floornever 2 be used again, never for he heart 2 feel the love nor the happieness of life, so again i ask u, y does it fall on my hands 2 play the 2's and the 3's wen u have the power 2 give a prince? death looks away and turns back at me and with his pearly whites he cracks a smile and says life is nothing but a game that all mortals must play, u on the other hand are no more mortal then i will ever be again, uve been sent down to sufer the pains of life so that ur power will never be used nor abused by those who live around u and feel ur love and energy..and i sit in confusion and ask, where am i from, who am i really, and y must i suffer these pains that only mortals should deal with, if i am no more mortal than u then why do i walk with these mortals....
Queen:i have no words to describe i just wish i wasnt alive i can't bare all of the emotions us as mortals were meant hold but without a heart how could i love? how could i love a baby, a friend, a guy, or the life with in if i departure from this living world?.. as time goes on the more people begin to join a game that they have no idea wat has to come; i shall live this life u want me to live but only shall i adjust it to fit the stylo of my interest && it is only when im ready shall i be blessed of that of a seed to wonder on to the other side; every dream i have that turns into a nightmare i manifest to my best interest because it is something i kno u will least expect; i've learned from this whole process to not rush that by the name of death but to talk freely amoungst him; y have u taken all those close to me? u sat drygs && alcohol here to tease me! i can't believe it is u that in my dreams i was seeking. the last thing he said to me was " i have taken those from u that were too good for this death of a life so i let them live; the drugs && alcohol is here for those who want to see me every now && then but at the same time drift back to reality; && i only appear in your dreams because one day u just might be that of me" then i woke up && seen a note written in blood on a paper blacker than me && it said "yes it was all a dream but in ur sleep u live the life of reality && being that ur Ora is so tempted to suppress ur memories i thought i shall leave a note for u saying to live this life u got to the fullest && dont let nobody make u unhappy
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Emotions
Days that i wake up feeding stress my dignity i can't help but to push AA to the side and grab a drink of hard liquor
Getting into accidents in my mind fighting to realize that these illusions are just lies
Tempted to surpress memories of my friend suicide while focusing on the fact they still alive
We are all victoms of a raided apartment by the cops swarn to protect && serve us right
I dont know about you but my mine's becoming consumed by the night
Days that i wake up trying to figure out why i'm still breathing
I google my name && it says jozy the one savage human being who thoughts are like nucluar bombs able to destroy the whole universe
How could this be? Just look around && tell me how many young people you see (left)
Its like conceionse is grabbing me by the ankels while baltted plates on my lips prevent me from speaking freely amungst the people
I wish i had a bag of acid strips to take to the head so i could parrish these dreams of horror
There beating my soul worse than ike did tina
nuckels bleeding from punching the insultes alduts throw at me
My emotions are like viruses sometimes show no symptoms; hardly treatable; && if discovered too late they could be deadly
Getting into accidents in my mind fighting to realize that these illusions are just lies
Tempted to surpress memories of my friend suicide while focusing on the fact they still alive
We are all victoms of a raided apartment by the cops swarn to protect && serve us right
I dont know about you but my mine's becoming consumed by the night
Days that i wake up trying to figure out why i'm still breathing
I google my name && it says jozy the one savage human being who thoughts are like nucluar bombs able to destroy the whole universe
How could this be? Just look around && tell me how many young people you see (left)
Its like conceionse is grabbing me by the ankels while baltted plates on my lips prevent me from speaking freely amungst the people
I wish i had a bag of acid strips to take to the head so i could parrish these dreams of horror
There beating my soul worse than ike did tina
nuckels bleeding from punching the insultes alduts throw at me
My emotions are like viruses sometimes show no symptoms; hardly treatable; && if discovered too late they could be deadly
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you
You were a car going 80mph going head on with a 18 wheeler causing the car to do flips && turns 5miles across the highway...i was 15 when feelings hit me that way......now 6 years later you expecting it to be the same like a 8 pack of crayola crayons the colors never change but guess what i'm not a crayon trapped in a box && niether is my life.....trying to color igames you only dream about seeing well wake up this is reality i'm witnessing not dreaming....your hands laid against my skin as if it were apart of me.....erased my line of trust you forsaken me....using all the colors in my box only leaving shards of blue && green but never touching the black one how could this be? Thoughts of you evade my brain like cracks in the sea you think just because you took my viginity you own apart of me well im sorry you dont this pussy belongs to me....just like the pack of crayons i brought....every color && the box is mine....if you must you can only use one crayola not keep ther rest are mine
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Monday, January 17, 2011
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