Tuesday, April 19, 2011

19/30 "Dark Love" [for emo eyes]

[You never know with me]
The day i dyed my hair all black
became one with the darkness
It was as if i had died twice
Leaving one soul to join another
killing off all sorts of flower pollen
to join your presence
my world was ending
ours was just beginning
cutters scares reopening
bloods infusing
binding us together
as one
leaving molted
shoes
to run
leaving one breathless
like ones first incounter with you 
or me
seeming we tend to 
bath in black paint 
strolling amungst death
but under invisible cloaks 
we remaine
My love for you is 
Darker than the night 
but 
Means more than life
I'll ride for you
die for you 
lie for you
cry for you
But all
under good intentions
you dressed your future 
with forgivness leaving me able to accept any ending
being you conviced me to stay 
many times after i drunk the poision 
bonding with your name
across my stomach it lays 
"smells like raw meat" 
you say 
as you stare at it reading a heart bleeding name
I must say 
bondage tape doesn't mend well
after awhile it falls off
leaving wunds exposed 
to relief 
and 
undiscovered help
causing love to rest in the grave 
with the grim 
because 
i keep my love for you locked up 
so you can never know
that i love you so much but couldnt tell 
so its
dark love i have for you 
and 
never that dark love will never go

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