9/30 "poems within text"

Everyday
our conversations seem to take light the same way
starting with a good morning and ending with a goodnight
I text you the other day saying
Lately I’ve been thinking of you more than usual
Why you asked
my response
if i knew i would tell you
I wonder if you knew i was lying then
see its not that i didn’t know
It was just i didn’t know how to tell you
how could one explain causes of their impulses
when examples seem as if they were illusions
Words poetically challenging the likes of what i consider normal
human
non interactive with
out of the box thinking
Poets
you see i could of easily said
Because
I can feel your intentions digging deeper into your personality
Exploiting feelings you didn't even know existed
Randomly finding ourselves synchronizing plucking pedals of I love you’s && don'ts
While your pen triggers the ocd in your finger tips
Your a part time lover but a full time friend
Could be found on Damn near everything you ever touched
Leaving notes behind as crumbs
As if I were some type of insect to follow them
To this day I believe I was
You see
Lately I cant stop thinking of you because of 5 reasons
1. It's as your picture is tattooed to the memory base of my frontal lob causing your face to be everywhere I turn
2. Your imperfect
3. It's hitting spring...the season we dear love the most....recurring the same dynamic duo events every year...from make sessions to when we walk in the park standing conjointly while humming birds fly cautiously above us forming a heart as we watch the sunset
4. I miss you
5. Simply because I wouldn't trade our moments even if you stab me in the back...with you my heart means more than that
I engrave my love && likes for you in stone as it were signatures on starter caps
I can’t help but to stare at your name minutes before replying to a text because I’m drifting off to a place where it just us
two bodily functions entwining together as if skin and bones weren’t apart of their nature becoming one as if chemically infused like Frankenstein cause together we make no sense being complete opposites
Maybe that’s why we fit
This is something i still don’t get
But
Even though i have all these cute firefly; heart shaped; comparisons for my reasons
i still wouldn’t know why i think of you
But
If you were to ask
i can tell why my heart is fund of you
Goodnight