No answer
First thing i thought was maybe something happen
It felt as if a bulldoser just sweapt through a lot hit every brik with a piece of my life written on it
as i watched each brik crumble i noticed the signs
the ones that pointed out warning under construction
or danger ahead
and oh hazirduse
you see every sign recalled a memory like the one when we first met
to the last conversation we had
leaving crumbs behind as if i was just a little ant following you
why the fuck you couldn't say it from the beginning
I dont wanna be with you;
I would of settle for hey can we fuck
But no you decided to lead me on
as if i were new to the game
i dont know how you figured that when every time we spoke i told you (fill in)
instead of saying you care && you really like you should of said hey your cool can you lend me some benefits
or instead i wish i coulds && um i dont wanna be the cause of your pain type shyt
i would of accepted yeah im about to go get my dick sucked by this chick call you when im done
no hun im sorry but im not stupid
i know the bullshyt lies guys tell
like oh i want your voice to be the last i hear before i got to sleep or oh im tiered but 5min later your on twitter tweeting watching tv
these are just cover ups for i just got in from chilling with this girl && last minute reminder oh shyt i told her i'll call her back or you just didnt wanna be rude texting other chicks in my ear
ha!
You must not know i use to be you
the player type
The running around refering to them as lady or guy
So you wont slep up && say the wrong name
You thought i didnt know this
well i did && i do
so how could i be hurt right
how could i allow your lies to cut deeper into my heart && mind
leaving no marks so i could look like the bad one if i told people why
its because i thought you were differnt
I believed you in the beginning
Open my heart up to you so you could swim in my thoughts more than a hooker on canal ever saw
I actually liked you
i thought were different
I believed every word you ever said taking your kindness into consideration while trying to figure ways to express my inner feelings
wait i remember now
What you said that night when i hand wrapped a arrow inscripted with the words i really like you
In return i got a piece of paper but not any paper a reciept a fucking reciept with dont like me too much written on the back
wtf was i not worth verbal contact???
no dont answer that
Because after this poem my likes of you will be behind me
like time that you can never get back even though the same numbers reappear 12hours at time
i enjoyed what fun we had
But i refuse to allow another man destroy what little happines i had all because i thought they were different
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